....

finally ..

ash ... felt ...

haiz ...

dun know y ..

after she be in hospital ..

i felt sick too ..

this morning ..

i dreamed ..

she in my dreams few times ..

each dreams ..

i saw her illness face ..

she is not good !!...

i know i know i knew !

it's just a dream ..

however .. i was very worry about her ..

everyday .. i asked her sis .. are she ok ?..

:"erm .. ok .. but she not seem so well "

:call him not to disturb me !

erm .. i guest i was annoying ..

disturbing their's live ..

i guest i was to worry ..

hence , i do not have that 荣幸 to take care about her ..
i'm just a good friend .. not a boyfriend ..

yea .. yea yea .. i know i know ..

this is my attitude .. i should not cross that limit ..

people would scare ..

haiz .. anyway .. hope that she will get well soon ..

beside, i really want to go travel with her ..

she .. always is my best friend and only best friend ..

i do not wish to miss this trip with her .. this trip ..

maybe is my last trip with her ..

2012 is near .. that time .. mostly i will at hong kong ..

if i were there .. i might died in crying ...

lonely .. no body beside .. with a budget of breads .. and bottles of water ..

soooooo ... yam gong ...

sorry ash .. i dun wan to help you ..

this maybe the 1st time i ignore you ..

or maybe .. i cant do it ..

dun force me to do something i dun wanna to do ..

i know you cant go travel .. or just maybe ^^..

you know i will get hurt if i call the phone myself ..

i dun wanna get hurt .. sorry my dear friend ..

guan yin niang niang .. please ..

bless my good friend would get well soon ..

pleasee ... pleaseee ....